God, are you there?

How I wish that I could do the same as them and go. Just pack my bags and good-bye, get out fast or fade away real slow. I pretend my life is perfect like the faces on TV. Yeah, that’s the only way to face another day, try to deny the misery. And it’s breaking me down, watching the world spin round while my dreams fall down. Is anybody out there? It is breaking me down. No more friend around. And my dreams fall down. Is anybody out there? Can anybody out there hear me? ‘Cause I can’t seem to hear myself. Can anybody out there see me? ‘Cause I can’t seem to see myself. There’s gotta be a heaven somewhere, can you save me from this hell? Can anybody out there feel me? ‘Cause I can’t seem to feel myself. Keep losing my way. Can you help me find my way? And the craziest thing is I’ll probably never know the color of my daughter’s eyes. Oh my God please forgive me.. Father hear my pray.. ‘Cause I know I’ve done some wrong in this life. If I could do it all again, have just one more chance to take all those wrongs and make them right.

I fear when these thoughts cross my mind. Thoughts of shortcuts …